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DIARY OF A TRAVELING
PREACHER >>
By Indradyumna Swami
Volume IX, Chapter 8
"The Curse"
Poland
05/07/08 - 12/07/08
The devotees were in high spirits after our resounding
success with the festival on the beachfront. The next day we drove
to Mrzezyno, the site of our next program. Several devotees asked
me whether we could go out chanting earlier than usual.
I smiled. "Conserve your energy," I said.
"We've got 43 more festivals to go."
At no other time of the year do we all work so
hard for such an extended period. We put on a major event every
day of the week, except Monday, for nearly two months. In other
places, devotees may take days to recover from Ratha-yatra or Gaura-purnima,
but on the tour, each day is a major festival with another the next
day.
How do the devotees do it? By enjoying each other's
company and sharing their good fortune with those who are not yet
devotees. It's not surprising. It's been going on for hundreds of
years.
Sri Narahari Chakravarti Thakura writes: "News
of how countless persons were being converted to Vaisnavism spread
throughout the land. All of the devotees became enlivened because
of this. Harinama das and Ramakrishna das happily engaged themselves
in performing sankirtan. As a result, they became completely indifferent
towards materialistic life after gaining the most valuable wealth
of devotional service to the Lord. Having become devotees, they
began to stay with Balarama Kaviraja so that they could always be
engaged in hearing and chanting the glories of the Lord."
[Narottama-vilasa, 10th vilasa]
That morning, our Harinam party chanted down the
beach giving out invitations and telling people of the coming event
in the evening. The devotees didn't have to wait long to see the
effect of their sincere efforts. As we passed a family sitting in
deckchairs on the sand, the man called me and one of my disciples
over.
"We're thrilled that you're having your festival
while we're on vacation here," he said. "We came last
year and really enjoyed it. In fact, we can't forget you even for
a day. Our four-year-old daughter is your biggest fan. All year
long, every day, she sings your song, even in her sleep."
"Which song, Sir?" I asked.
"Marta," the father said, "sing
the song."
Little Marta stood up with a big smile and bright
face. She began singing:
Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna,
Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare,
Hare Rama, Hare Rama,
Rama Rama, Hare Hare.
She sang the verse not once, but repeatedly. We
excused ourselves and ran to catch up with the kirtan party, which
had moved farther down the beach.
A little later, as we came off the beach onto the
boardwalk, we saw a 10-year-old boy doing yoga with a collection
box in front of him. I was impressed. His limbs were so subtle that
he was easily performing yogic asanas that only an accomplished
yogi might tackle.
"Where did you learn this?" a devotee
asked him.
"I didn't learn it from anyone," the
boy replied. "It came naturally. I just knew how to do it from
when I was very young. I try to teach yoga at my school, but most
of the kids aren't interested. They're just into football or chasing
after girls all day. Some of them even take drugs. They're so stupid.
I'm alone most of the time. I'm trying to collect money here so
one day I can go to India and learn yoga from a guru in the Himalayas."
As we walked away, two verses from Bhagavad-gita
came to my mind:
"The unsuccessful yogi, after many, many years
of enjoyment on the planets of the pious living entities, is born
into a family of righteous people, or into a family of rich aristocracy."
"On taking such a birth, he again revives
the divine consciousness of his previous life, and he tries to make
further progress in order to achieve complete success, O son of
Kuru."
[Bhagavad-gita, 6.41,43]
After four hours, I brought the Harinam party back
to the festival site. Our prasadam van had just arrived, and the
devotees ate with gusto. They then took a few minutes to rest on
the grass before going on to their festival services. I marveled
at their stamina: after four hours of Harinam they were beginning
five hours of festival duties with only a short break.
As I walked close to the stage Bhakta Dominik approached
me with disturbing news.
"Two nuns were just here, walking around and
appreciating the festival site," he said. "But when they
were told that we are Hare Krishna devotees they suddenly became
outraged and began cursing us. 'You're a dangerous sect!' one of
them screamed. 'You've brought the Devil to our town!'
"The other nun yelled, 'God will personally
smite you down! He'll punish you and everyone who comes to this
festival! We curse you! We curse you that your event will be destroyed
even before it begins!'
"Then they went away. A number of people were
watching and some left with them. It was very unpleasant."
I walked around the festival site to be sure all
the tents were open and the devotees in their places. Guests were
flooding in, and the opening bhajan onstage was just beginning.
The sweet music permeated the entire area, creating a wonderful
atmosphere.
Suddenly the sound and lights onstage went dead.
Our three-ton generator had ground to a halt. Dominik and three
boys from the maintenance crew ran backstage and began working frantically.
I was at a loss to understand how a practically
new generator could break down. After 20 anxious minutes the audience
was becoming restless. Then Dominik came over and told me they couldn't
find the problem.
"Dominik," I said, "we've got five
hundred people in front of that stage.They'll leave unless we can
continue."
I sat watching the crowd. Another 20 minutes passed
and people started to leave. Suddenly a big puff of white smoke
belched from the generator. Dominik, his body half inside the machine,
turned and gave me a thumbs-up. Electricity returned to the stage.
"Start the show," I hollered to the stage
crew. Within seconds the bhajan began, but moments later the lights
failed again.
One of the boys from the stage crew called out
to me. "Maharaja," he shouted, "should we stop the
show?"
"No," I shouted. "The sound is working.
Continue without the lights."
It was overcast, making it difficult to see what
was happening on the stage, but we had no choice. Dominik and his
crew were now under the stage working on the lighting system. Fifteen
minutes later the lights came on again. But again the generator
stopped, along with the program. Having seen at least part of the
show, the crowd was graciously patient as the boys worked furiously
to fix the generator. Ten minutes later, it started up again.
"Nothing like this has ever happened before,"
I thought. I looked at the thousands of people milling around our
festival site, and I prayed that this was the end of our difficulties.
The very next moment Dominik came running up. "Maharaja,"
he said, "I inexplicably left all the CDs for the stage performances
back at the base. I sent someone to get them, but it will take two
hours."
I was dumbstruck. We had no choice but to play
CDs from last year. With a capacity crowd the problems that kept
appearing were more than disappointing. I decided not to dwell on
them and headed to the restaurant.
On the way, I saw a man sitting down, leaning against
a trash can. From his torn clothes, unshaved face, and sad appearance,
I could tell he was a homeless person. Coming closer, I was surprised
to see him drawing a beautiful picture of the festival with colored
pencils.
"You're very talented," I said to him.
He looked up. "Thank you," he said. "I
draw only the beautiful things of the world. That way I maintain
some hope in my miserable life."
"Where did you learn to draw like that?"
I asked.
"It's always been a hobby," he said.
"I'm an accountant by profession. I was once wealthy with a
prestigious job, a beautiful wife, children, and my own house, but
I lost everything."
"But surely a gifted and intelligent man like
you can pick himself up again," I said.
"Not if it's my destiny to remain like this,"
he said. "I hope to have better luck in my next life."
"Do you believe in reincarnation?" I
asked.
"Yes, I do," he said. "Every day
I read the Bhagavad-gita. It's my only possession. Many years ago
I bought it from someone who was distributing books on the street.
It had the original Sanskrit, translations, and purports by Swami
Prabhupada. I wasn't really that interested, but I kept it at home.
It's the only thing I took with me when everything fell apart. It's
in my backpack in the forest, under a tree."
"That's amazing," I said. "Did you
know this festival is based upon the teachings of Bhagavad-gita?"
"I can see that," he said.
I excused myself and continued walking to the restaurant.
Two hours later the same man approached me as I was watching our
now fully functional stage show from a distance.
"Excuse me," he said. "Someone told
me you're the guru."
"Yes," I said, "I am the spiritual
master for some of these devotees."
"Thank you for taking the time to speak to
me," he said. "I didn't realize who you were."
"I'm no one special," I said. "I'm
just fortunate to have met the person who translated the Bhagavad-gita
you are reading."
"I do feel fortunate to have met you,"
he said. "I'd like to ask you several questions but I have
to leave now. Is it possible we could meet at the next festival
in three days? I know the location."
"It's a long way," I said.
"I'll manage," he said. "It's that
important to me."
"Then I'll see you there," I said.
That evening a devotee asked a question. "Guru
Maharaja," he said, "some of the devotees are saying that
we had so many problems at the beginning of the festival because
the nuns cursed us. Do you think that's true?"
"That's ridiculous," I said. "Devotees
are always protected by the Lord. What's more, this festival is
just like Vaikuntha, the spiritual world. One obtains only good
fortune here. Curses are ineffective."
Srila Prabhupada writes:
"Because of the curse of Daksa, Narada is
never allowed to live continuously in one place. Sridhara Swami,
however, has pointed out, na tasyam sapadeh prabhavah: in Dwarka
there is no influence of curses or other such evils, because Dwarka
is the abode of the Supreme Personality of Godhead and is always
protected by His arms, as shown by the word govinda-bhuja-guptayam.
The conditioned souls are struggling within the kingdom of maya
against the cruel laws of material nature, such as birth, death,
old age and disease, but if such conditioned souls have the good
fortune to enter the city of the Supreme Personality of Godhead,
whether Dwarka, Mathura or Vrindavana, and live there under the
direct protection of the omnipotent arms of the Supreme Lord, Krsna,
they will experience the unlimited transcendental bliss of real
life, which is eternal and meant to be lived in the personal company
of God."
[Srimad-Bhagavatam 11.2.1, purport]
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