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DIARY OF A TRAVELING
PREACHER >>
By Indradyumna Swami
Volume VII, Chapter 3
"City of the Gods"
Mexico
March 2 - 15, 2006
George Harrison once entitled a song All Things
Must Pass. It's an old saying. Everybody has heard it. Even Lord
Krsna speaks of the temporary nature of this world in Bhagavad-gita:
mam upetya punar janma
duhkhalayam asasvatam
napnuvanti mahatmanah
samsiddhim paramam gatah
"After attaining Me, the great souls, who
are yogis in devotion, never return to this temporary world, which
is full of miseries, because they have attained the highest perfection."
[Bhagavad-gita 8.15]
One may read Bhagavad-gita many times, but the
philosophy can take years, or even lifetimes, to assimilate, and
even a devotee may lament when he loses something or someone dear
to him in this world. The day before I left India for America, I
received an email from my dearest and most beloved friend, Sri Prahlada
das:
"Dear Srila Gurudeva,
"Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories
to Srila Prabhupada.
"You know that I have been suffering with
back pain for the past several years. Last summer things became
worse and I could hardly walk for three days. Since the summer tour
the pain has continued. Recently, even carrying a light shoulder
bag puts heavy strain on my neck and back and causes excruciating
pain.
"Last week I finally found time to visit a
physiotherapist. The x-rays he took show a condition worse than
I ever expected. The space between several disks in my vertebrae
has greatly diminished and there is abnormal bone growth in several
places.
"The doctor said the causes are overexertion,
lifting heavy weights, and constant traveling in cars, trains, and
planes. He said there is no quick solution to the problems. He strongly
recommends I immediately change my lifestyle, or suffer serious
consequences.
"Please instruct me.
"Your servant, Sri Prahlada.
Suddenly I had an empty feeling in my stomach.
Sri Prahlada would have to stop traveling, and our long association
of preaching together was coming to an end. For a few moments my
mind raced, trying to find alternatives, but I knew the doctors
were right.
I thought of the many adventures we had shared
spreading the sankirtan movement of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu, most
notably our festival program in Poland. The program had made Hare
Krsna a household word throughout the country and defeated the efforts
of the anti-cult movements to defame and demolish our movement.
Preaching naturally attracts opposition, and Poland was only one
of the many challenges we had faced together as we forged a strong
friendship.
I sat thinking about our 16 years of service together.
I could still see the Muslim soldiers in Sarajevo attacking our
sankirtan party, beating us mercilessly as we tried to fight back.
Sri Prahlada had stood firm, like a courageous lion, calling out
the names of Lord Nrsimha. When I yelled that he should step back
from the brawl, he did so, but only at my request.
My mind flooded with many sweet experiences as
well, in particular Sri Prahlada's melodious kirtans, which charmed
the hearts of everyone who heard him. I would miss our intimate
talks together, sharing our realizations, hopes, and despairs -
things we could tell only each other. Who would I engage in such
loving exchanges with now?
The reality of the situation sunk in, and the emptiness
in my stomach deepened. I hesitated to reply, but I had to. I picked
up the phone and called him in Mayapura. In a serious tone, like
a father, I said it was best he stay in Mayapura, in the apartment
we had bought for him and his wife, and work on the correspondence
courses he had recently started with a university in New Zealand.
We both struggled to find things to say. Finally
we said goodbye. When I hung up, I closed the door to my room, lay
down on my bed, and cried myself to sleep.
When I awoke the next morning, I thought I had
dreamt the whole thing, but I soon realized it wasn't so. I began
thinking of my coming tour of the American temples and how difficult
it would be because so many places would remind me of Sri Prahlada
and our previous visits there. I decided to first visit another
country and immerse myself in preaching.
I recalled that several months earlier the president
of the Mexico City temple, Darshan das, had invited me there. I
quickly sent an email asking if he was still interested. His immediate
reply confirmed he was, and three days later I found myself on a
flight to Mexico City.
As the flight circled the airport waiting for permission
to land, I thought about my two previous visits to Mexico, one as
a teenager in 1966 and the other as a devotee in 1981.
Growing up in California, I had studied much about
Mexico, and like many young American boys, I had been especially
intrigued by the Aztec Indians.
Some scholars say the Aztecs were a nomadic North
American tribe who came to Mexico during the 13th century. There
they established one of the most advanced civilizations in the Americas,
including cities with pyramids and temples. Some of their cities
were as large as any in Europe.
The Aztecs honored a number of gods. They constructed
towering temples and huge sculptures and held ceremonies that included
human sacrifice. The Aztec empire was conquered and destroyed by
the Spanish in 1521.
My mother became concerned when she saw my interest
in a civilization that worshiped numerous gods and held human sacrifices.
While I certainly didn't believe in the sacrifices, I was intrigued
by the idea that the universe could be controlled by conscious beings.
"It doesn't seem impossible," I told
my mother. "Why couldn't God put others in charge of running
the universe?"
"That's neither religious nor scientific,"
she answered.
It remained a contentious point between us for
years. In the summer of 1966, I decided to go to Mexico to see the
remains of the Aztec civilization and discover more about the mysteries
of the universe. But I didn't dare tell my parents where I was headed.
I told them I was going surfing in Southern California. As surfing
was one of my passions, they didn't object.
It was my first time out of the United States,
and I was nervous crossing the border at Tijuana. The Mexican immigration
officer asked me why I was coming. "To see the Aztecs!"
I blurted out.
He laughed. "Well, you're a few hundred years
too late," he said, "but we'll let you in anyway."
I was heading just north of Mexico City, to the
ancient capital of the Aztecs, Teotihuacan, 'the City of the Gods.'
The Aztecs built it on the ruins of a settlement established before
the birth of Jesus Christ. I was most interested in the two pyramids
- one dedicated to the sun and the other to the moon. "Surely,"
I thought, "they must hold clues to the mystery of the universe
and of God Himself."
But the same youthful nature that pushed me to
explore the world also pushed me to enjoy it, so when I met a group
of American surfers on their way to Mazatlan, a surfer's paradise
on the south coast, I joined them. I spend the next month blissfully
surfing the waves there, putting the higher purposes of life aside
for the time being.
My quest for deeper knowledge was eventually satisfied
when I joined the Hare Krsna movement. By reading the Vedic literature,
I learned that the Lord does indeed delegate the administration
of the universe to pious souls called demigods, such as Indra, Candra,
Surya and Vayu. Empowered by the Supreme Lord, they manage the heat,
light, rain, wind, and all the other functions of material nature.
When I visited our Mexico City temple as a devotee
in 1981, I was still curious about Teotihuacan, but I was too busy
with preaching programs throughout the city, and I didn't manage
to go there.
Now I was starting my third visit to Mexico. As
our flight landed, I realized I still wanted to see the pyramids
of the sun and moon at Teotihuacan. I laughed to myself. "Well,"
I thought, "I certainly won't let anyone know."
I was greeted by several devotees and taken to
the temple, near the center of the city. A blissful reception awaited
me, and I gave a lecture to a packed temple room. Afterwards a devotee
approached me with an old cassette tape. He put it into an equally
old cassette player and turned it on.
"It's a kirtan you led when you were here
in 1981," he said. "I listen to it every day."
"Every day?" I said. I could not help
wondering whether I was blushing.
"Yes," he replied. "Not many senior
devotees visit us here in Mexico."
I spent several days leading kirtans and giving
classes in the temple. One morning Darshan dasa announced that we
would be going to Cuernavaca, a city three hours from Mexico City,
for an evening Harinama.
"Cuernavaca means the City of Eternal Spring,"
he told me.
"It sounds like a special place," I said.
"It certainly is," said another devotee
excitedly. "The reason is that - "
Another devotee interrupted him, asking for directions
to the town. After that someone else came forward with yet another
question. Soon we were on our way, and I hadn't found out why Cuernavaca
was so special.
In Cuernavaca, we walked to the central plaza,
where 50 devotees were waiting for us. As dusk settled in, I saw
people strolling in the warm spring air. Children played together,
chasing their dogs or throwing Frisbees. Young couples stood around
joking and laughing, and older couples sat on benches chatting.
A nearby band played traditional Mexican music.
It was a typically rural Mexican scene, and I wondered
how we would be received. But I had been in this kind of situation
hundreds of times, and I sensed that the holy names would quickly
become the main attraction of the evening. I picked up a mrdanga,
started chanting, and closed my eyes. A minute later I opened them
again and saw several hundred people crowded around us. After 10
minutes, I stopped the kirtan and began to lecture.
"We never do this," I heard a devotee
say nervously behind me.
But I was used to it. On our Harinamas in Poland,
I lecture every half hour to the crowd. It's one of my favorite
activities.
I felt especially enlivened in this new setting
with pious Mexican people listening attentively. I spoke for 30
minutes, and no one moved an inch. When I finished, a woman ran
forward and quickly put her arms around me. Before I could do anything,
she kissed me squarely on the lips. The crowd roared with approval.
I struggled to regain my composure. After a minute,
I laughed to myself. "What don't I go through to spread the
chanting of the holy names!" I thought.
I led kirtan again and then gave another lecture.
Again the crowd stood listening. When I finished, I turned to a
devotee. "It's true," I said. "This is a special
place."
"Very special," the devotee said with
a smile.
"Very special?" I asked.
"Yes," he said with a broad smile. "Srila
Prabhupada came here in 1972 and gave a lecture right on the very
spot where you are standing."
"What?" I said. "Srila Prabhupada
stood right here?" I stepped back a few feet.
"That's right," he said. "In June
1972, Citsukhananda dasa brought Srila Prabhupada here. After a
kirtan Srila Prabhupada lectured to a crowd of several hundred people.
As he was lecturing, Haihaya das arrived with 50 copies of Krsna
Consciousness, the Topmost Yoga System, in Spanish."
"The books had just arrived from the printer
that day," the devotee continued. "Srila Prabhupada stopped
his lecture. 'Now you can all take one of these books and read them,'
he said to the crowd. People came forward and Srila Prabhupada quickly
sold all 50 copies. The people asked him to autograph the books
and he signed every one of them."
I stood there dumbfounded. "My spiritual master
came out here to this remote plaza and chanted, lectured, and distributed
books," I thought.
I grabbed a book from a nearby devotee.
"Ladies and gentlemen," I called out,
as my translator scrambled to come forward. "My spiritual master
translated these ancient books from India, printed them, and then
34 years ago came here to your beautiful city to distribute them.
To mark that historic occasion we are offering you the same amazing
books. Please come forward and receive his mercy."
Only a few people came forward, but I was happy
to be following in the footsteps of my spiritual master.
"Maybe four or five bought books from you,"
said a devotee.
I smiled. "That's the difference between the
master and the disciple," I said.

That night we stayed at the house of Hari Katha
das, in nearby Tepoztlan. The next morning, while I was brushing
my teeth, I moved in close over the sink to look in the mirror.
Then I stepped back, and just at that moment, the heavy porcelain
sink came crashing to the ground with a loud noise. It nicked one
of my toes, drawing blood.
I stood there stunned. Had I stayed close to the
mirror, the sink would surely have broken both my legs. I remembered
Srila Prabhupada's statement that when a devotee experiences a minor
injury, he thinks it only a small token of what he should have received.
Not only does Krsna protect His devotee but He also reminds him
of the dangerous nature of the material world.
That day we traveled four hours back through Mexico
City, north to the town of Tulancingo. I had fallen asleep in the
heavy traffic and awoke an hour later as we drove through the countryside
outside the city. The dry terrain was not very interesting, and
I was about to open a book when suddenly I saw two huge structures
rising from the plains in the distance.
"My gosh!" I shouted. "It's Teotihuacan!
Those are the Aztec pyramids to the sun and the moon!"
The devotees in the car looked at me. "You
want to visit them, Maharaja?" said the driver.
I tried to cover my enthusiasm. "Uh, no,"
I said, feigning calmness. "I just woke up and was surprised
to see pyramids in the middle of nowhere."
"You knew their names," a devotee said.
"Why don't we visit Teotihuacan on the way
back to Mexico City this afternoon?" said the driver. "I
heard the Indian Ambassador is there on a special visit."
That was my cue. "Well in that case,"
I said, "I suppose we should go."
It wasn't the most valid of reasoning, but I was
finally going to Teotihuacan, after 40 years.
We did a house program when we arrived in Tulancingo.
During the bhajan, I noticed a girl of about eight with a large
parrot on her shoulder. I was so surprised that I temporarily lost
the beat on my mrdanga.
I closed my eyes, picked up the beat again, and
started chanting Hare Krsna with fixed attention. It was a sweet
kirtan, and the guests responded enthusiastically. With my eyes
still closed, I started chanting louder and louder. Suddenly I heard
a loud squawk, and felt sharp claws digging into my scalp.
I opened my eyes and saw a shocked audience staring
at the parrot on my head. The girl looked embarrassed as she ran
forward and retrieved him. I wiped a few drops of blood from the
top of my head with a tissue and continued the kirtan.
Afterwards the girl came up and apologized.
"Why in the world did he fly onto my head?"
I asked her.
She smiled. "His name is Krsna," she
said, "and you were singing his name with so much love that
he couldn't resist you!"
Soon we were on our way back to Mexico City ...
and Teotihuacan.
"Do you know anything about Teotihuacan?"
asked our driver.
"Well," I replied with a touch of confidence,
"actually I do. As a boy I read a lot about Aztec civilization,
and even tried to visit here. I was interested in the Aztec worship
of the deities that control the material world. That curiosity waned
when I came in contact with Krsna consciousness and found a detailed
description of how the demigods manage the universe under the direction
of the Lord.
"But my interest was again aroused when I
read about how Vedic culture once flourished all over the world.
I remember attending a lecture by Srila Prabhupada in New York on
July 25, 1971. 'Bharatavarsa is not only the name for India,' Srila
Prabhupada said, 'but it is the name for this planet. Formerly,
5000 years ago, the whole planet was known as Bharatavarsa. The
Vedic culture was all over the world, even in America, [with] different
types of worship or concepts of God.'"
"You see," I continued, "Like the
Vedic culture, the Aztec culture had a pantheon of gods, although,
they didn't believe in a Supreme Deity. The main Aztec gods were
very similar in character to the Vedic demigods, though depicted
differently.
"Studies have showed similarities in Aztec
and Vedic culture in architecture, customs, art motifs, time measurement,
calendars, and knowledge of astronomy. The Aztecs placed importance
on the east-west path of the sun in the same way most Vedic temples
are built to face the rising sun in the east.
"One major difference between the Aztec and
Vedic worship is that there was no Vedic custom of human sacrifice.
The Aztecs had fallen away from the true Vedic lifestyle."
I smiled. "I'm coming here to marvel at the
evidence that Vedic culture once existed all over the world and
had surely influenced the Aztecs."
An hour later we drove into Teotihuacan. I was
awed by the massive pyramids to the sun and moon. The sun pyramid
is the third largest pyramid in the world. As we walked down the
Avenue of the Dead, a broad road that links the two structures,
I was stunned that even though the city today was nothing compared
with its original glory, it still impressed me as a testament to
the grandeur of Aztec civilization.
We had wandered through the ruins for about an
hour when a devotee broke my mood of awe. "You know,"
he said to me, "they sacrificed 20,000 to 50,000 of their own
people each year."
"You're right," I said. "Let's go.
This visit has finally laid to rest a childhood curiosity. We're
fortunate to be following the original Vedic culture."

Back at the temple, I gave the Sunday feast lecture
and stressed with renewed enthusiasm that when Srila Prabhupada
preached Vedic culture all over the world, he was not introducing
it but reviving it.
"Remnants of Vedic culture can be found all
over the world," I concluded. "But they can't compare
with the culture in its entirety. Let us all work under Srila Prabhupada
to help people realize the one original spiritual culture of the
planet, Vedic culture, or Krsna consciousness."
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"From early histories it appears that the
entire earth was under one culture, Vedic culture, but gradually,
due to religious and cultural divisions, the rule fragmented into
many subdivisions. Now the earth is divided into many countries,
religions and political parties. Despite these political and religious
divisions, we advocate that everyone should unite again under one
culture - Krsna consciousness. People should accept one God, Krsna;
one scripture, Bhagavad-gita; and one activity, devotional service
to the Lord. Thus people may live happily upon this earth."
[Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya-lila 25.193 purport]
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