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DIARY OF A TRAVELING
PREACHER >>
By Indradyumna Swami
Volume VI, Chapter 13
"Without Discrimination"
Russia
June 5 - 8, 2005
Every morning while I was visiting Rostov, Russia
we would drive from the apartment where I was staying to the temple,
an old house in a poor neighborhood of dirt streets outside the
city. The temple didn't have facilities for more than a handful
of devotees, what to speak of guests.
Over 100 devotees would line the road to greet
us with kirtan, but one morning I noticed three or four dark-skinned
people in ordinary clothes among them.
That morning, when I sat down to give class, I
looked for the dark-skinned people, but I did not see them. I asked
the devotees where they were.
"They're Gypsies," a devotee said. "We
don't let them into the temple."
I thought of my Gypsy friends in Siberia. "Oh,
I love Gypsies!" I blurted out.
The devotees were stunned.
"What I mean to say," I said, "is
that I have a number of friends who are Gypsies and are practicing
Krsna consciousness."
Another devotee spoke up. "Here they just
steal when they come to the temple," he said.
The other devotees nodded their heads in agreement.
"I'm aware of their bad habits," I said,
"but I've seen how chanting Hare Krsna purifies them, just
as it did for us."
"These Gypsies are really rough people,"
another devotee said. "We know. They live close by."
"Even the police won't enter their village,"
said another.
"Is that so?" I said.
I wanted to say more about how my Gypsy friends
in Siberia had changed, but time was short and I was expected to
give class.
I asked for a copy of Srimad Bhagavatam, and a
devotee handed me the Seventh Canto. When I looked at the verse
for the day, I could not help smiling.
tasmat sarvesu bhutesu
dayam kuruta sauhrdam
bhavam asuram unmucya
yaya tusyaty adhoksajau
"Therefore, my dear young friends born of
demons, please act in such a way that the Supreme Lord, who is beyond
the conception of material knowledge, will be satisfied. Give up
your demoniac nature and act without enmity or duality. Show mercy
to all living entities by enlightening them in devotional service,
thus becoming their well-wishers."
[Srimad Bhagavatam 7.6.24]
The verse seemed to fit what I wanted to say to
the devotees, and even more so when I read the purport to them:
"Preaching is the best service to the Lord.
The Lord will immediately be extremely satisfied with one who engages
in this service of preaching Krsna consciousness ... As one performs
this service for humanity, without discrimination between friends
and enemies, the Lord becomes satisfied, and the mission of one's
life is fulfilled."
I didn't wait a second to begin my lecture. I spoke
from the text, the purport, and my heart. In particular, I stressed
Srila Prabhupada's point that a devotee preaches without discrimination.
"A devotee sees everyone as a candidate for devotional service
to the Lord," I said, "even Gypsies."
I noticed a few devotees squirming as they heard
this.
It was time to end the class. "Following Prahlada
Maharaja and Srila Prabhupada's instructions," I said, "I
suggest we take a Harinam party through the Gypsy village this afternoon."
The devotees reacted in various ways. Most smiled
broadly, some stared in mild shock, while others looked serious,
contemplating the possible consequences of my suggestion.
After a few moments of silence, one devotee raised
his hand. "Maharaja," he said, "a small group of
devotees were doing Harinam in the area and actually went a few
yards into the Gypsy neighborhood a few days ago, but one man told
them they'd better get out. So they left."
"Here's what I think," I said. "I
propose all one hundred of us go there dressed in colorful dhotis
and saris, chanting and dancing, with beautiful flags and banners...
and prasadam. We can take hundreds of sweet balls."
As I continued describing the Harinam, I could
see their faith increasing, and when I finished, they roared with
approval. We set the time for 6 PM, as it was spring, and it stayed
light outside until late in the evening.
After the lecture, one of the older devotees came
up to me. "I don't know what your Siberian Gypsy friends are
like," he said, "but here they're not poor. They own opulent
homes that stand out in contrast to the simple Russian dwellings
in this area."
"How is that?" I asked.
"They deal heavily in drugs," he said,
"and they rarely get caught. They pay big bribes to government
officials. You'll see only cars like BMW and Mercedes in their neighborhood.
The local people are afraid of them and leave them alone. If a Gypsy
is hurt by a local, a whole group of Gypsies will come and take
revenge. Even their children and old men carry knives."
"But we've never had any problems with them,"
he continued, "aside from their stealing our shoes. They actually
have a book - I've seen it - called A Guide for Thieves. It explains
what is available to steal in different parts of the city. The book
mentions that the Hare Krsna temple is a great place for stealing
shoes. But I don't think it's too great a risk to go chanting in
their village."
He started to smile. "You may not remember,"
he continued, "but you took devotees on Harinam there 10 years
ago."
"I did?" I said.
Yes," he replied, "but then it was just
a few families. Now it's more like a village, so we should be careful."
That afternoon I gave another class at the temple.
While I spoke, the devotee women were busy making final preparations
for the Harinam. They were rolling sweet balls, sewing flags and
banners, and decorating their faces with gopi dots.
After class we assembled outside, and I gave the
devotees a pep talk.
"If we see it's dangerous," I said, "we'll
come back immediately, but I'm confident we have something that
will win their hearts over: our singing and dancing. Singing and
dancing are an integral part of Gypsy culture, and my experience
is that whenever we take the kirtan to them, they can't resist."
With that we started off down the dirt street leading
to the Gypsy village, about 250 yards away. We first passed the
homes of our Russian neighbors, and many of them came out to see
what the loud chanting was all about.
I watched people's reactions. They looked uninterested,
and many would not accept prasadam. At one point I saw a lady speaking
strongly to a devotee who was trying to sell her a book. I thought
maybe the devotee was not being tactful, so I called him over. "Is
there a problem?" I said between mantras.
"No!" he yelled over the kirtan, "No
problem, Maharaja. I told her we're going to the Gypsy village,
and she said we were crazy."
I livened up the beat of the kirtan and changed
the melody. The devotees chanted louder and more enthusiastically,
and soon all of them were dancing. As we came closer to the Gypsy
village, the Russian houses thinned out, until there was an empty
field about 50 yards long. At the end of the field was a row of
trees, separating the Gypsy village from the rest of the area.
We came to a passage through the trees that led
into the village. I broke into an even faster kirtan, and with all
the devotees chanting and dancing, we burst through the trees into
the Gypsy village.
I don't know who was more surprised, the Gypsies
or the devotees. The Gypsies were standing around in small groups,
sitting on their porches, or working in their gardens. They all
froze, with astonished looks on their faces. For a split second
I thought I'd made a mistake in coming, but then suddenly Gypsy
children from all directions started running toward the kirtan party.
The devotees had formed a circle and were chanting
facing each other, but within moments about 30 children broke through
the circle and started dancing in the middle. The devotees stepped
back to give them more room, only to have more Gypsy children come
in and fill the space.
Gathering more and more children, we continued
through the village, raising a little cloud of dust. Doors and windows
would fly open, and Gypsy women would look out and wave excitedly.
Then they'd disappear and come running out the front door, children
in tow, to see the fun.
Teenagers came and started dancing as well, but
the boys and girls didn't mix. They danced in different parts of
the kirtan party. I noticed they didn't even look at each other,
so strict are the Gypsy customs.
At one point, one of the brahmacaris tried to get
my attention. He was pointing towards some Gypsy boys dancing on
the side. I couldn't understand what he was saying so I waved him
over. "What is it?" I shouted over the roar of the kirtan.
"That Gypsy boy is wearing my shoes!"
he replied.
I tried hard not to laugh.
But no adults joined the kirtan. I became a little
nervous when I saw some of the men looking at us suspiciously. Further
down the road I noticed what looked like some village elders talking
together in front of a big house.
"This must be the home of the village leader,"
I thought, so I moved the kirtan party down the road and stopped
in front of the house.
Within a minute a large man came out on the porch
and stood watching us without showing any emotion. Once again I
changed the melody of the kirtan and played the drum even faster,
until my arms started aching. The effect was wonderful, as the Gypsies
and devotees went wild, dancing all over the street. Many of the
Gypsies were chanting Hare Krsna along with us.
As the kirtan continued, I made eye contact with
the Gypsy leader several times. As he continued watching us, I brought
the kirtan to a peak, causing even some of the men to dance on the
side. By that time I was completely exhausted, but I kept going.
I wanted to show the Gypsy leader the glories of the holy name and
how we truly made no discrimination between them and us.
It worked. A minute later, as I glanced towards
him, he winked. When I smiled in return, he grinned - a sign of
approval that suddenly had all the Gypsies in the neighborhood,
including the adults, dancing with us.
It was no time to stop, and by the mercy of the
Lord I got a second wind. I turned around on the street and started
the kirtan party back towards the temple, stopping several times
as more Gypsies joined. At one point I was surrounded by them, and
because of the dust, I couldn't see the devotees.
As we got closer to the exit back to the main road,
some of the Gypsy teenagers were standing along the side, slapping
raised hands with the devotees palm to palm in the popular high-five
gesture. A number reached out to me, and I slapped my hand with
theirs.
Just as we were about to exit the village, a hand
appeared and I raised mine to slap back, but a devotee grabbed my
arm and quickly pulled it down. His blunt action hurt my arm, and
I gave him an angry look.
"I'm sorry, Maharaja," he said, "but
that was a girl. If the Gypsy men saw you slap her hand, we'd all
be in big trouble."
"Thank you!" I yelled as we broke through
the trees back onto the main road.
Without decreasing the momentum, I continued the
kirtan down the road towards the temple. I looked back and saw all
the Gypsy children and young adults chanting and dancing alongside
of us. The kirtan party was now double what it was when we'd left
the temple.
We'd been chanting over an hour and a half. Most
of the Gypsies had learned the mantra and were chanting with even
more enthusiasm than the devotees, who seemed to be fading.
The neighborhood Russians were watching us, some
smiling, some scratching their heads, some laughing.
I stopped the kirtan in the middle of the road
and spoke to the crowd, while Uttama-sloka dasa translated. As they
were mostly children, I tried to keep it simple. "Life is temporary
and full of misery," I said, "but whenever you sing this
song, you'll never be sad, you'll always be happy."
"Sing more song!" one of the children
yelled. "Sing more song! No stop! No stop!"
So I started the kirtan again.
By the time we came to the temple, the kirtan had
been going for over two hours. I could not go on any longer and
brought it a close with a big "Hari bol!" But the Gypsies
continued singing the Mahamantra, over and over. I stood waiting
for them to finish, but after a few minutes I could see they had
no intention of stopping.
I had no choice but to pick up the drum and start
chanting again.
Looking back, what took place that day was one
of the best kirtans I have ever had in my life. I don't know how
long we all chanted together - we and our Gypsy friends on that
dusty road that night - but all of us, without discrimination, tasted
the nectar of the holy names.
At one point I was down on my knees with the Gypsy
children all around me. I picked up a little girl, put her on my
drum, stood up, and started dancing, and I won their hearts. They
surged forward. "We love you!" they shouted. "We
love you! We love you!"
So many of them were hugging me and the devotees,
that I couldn't play the drum. Together in unison, as one voice,
without any instruments, we kept chanting Hare Krsna for another
20 minutes, and then finally, as darkness descended I stopped.
As our voices trailed off and silence prevailed,
everyone, young and old, tried to fathom what had taken place. Even
the Russian neighbors stood there amazed.
Then a Gypsy boy stepped forward. "We love
you," he said, "but they won't let us in the temple."
It was a tense moment.
"Therefore we brought the temple to you!"
I said loudly, smiling.
They all cheered.
"But now it's late," I said, "and
we all have to sleep. Please go home now. Some day we'll sing together
again."
"Do you promise?" a little girl said.
"I promise," I replied.
The Gypsies began waving goodbye and shaking the
devotees' hands, and the devotees got into their cars and started
home.
The next morning I slept a little later than usual,
exhausted from the kirtan, and it was almost 8 AM when we started
for the temple. As our car turned onto the dirt road, I was surprised
to see Gypsies there. Only this time it was a large group, smiling
and waving as I drove by.
At the temple, I was again escorted inside and
straight onto the Vyasasana. As soon as the devotees were seated,
I spoke up. "Please invite my friends inside," I said.
"You mean the Gypsies?" a boy said.
"I mean my friends," I replied.
A couple of men looked at each other and one got
up and went outside.
I had just started the class when he returned with
a group of Gypsy women and children. I stopped the class, welcomed
them, and asked the devotees to make room for them to sit down.
The Gypsies themselves made space for what must have been a senior
Gypsy woman, and with that I picked up the Bhagavatam to begin speaking
again.
Then I got an inspiration. I put the book back
down and took off the large, fragrant garland that the devotees
had put around my neck. I called Uttama-sloka over. "Here,"
I said. "Please give this garland to that lady."
Uttama-sloka made his way through the crowded temple
room and carefully placed the garland around the neck of the senior
Gypsy woman. She looked up and burst into tears.
Holding back my own emotions, I picked up the Bhagavatam
and began to lecture, keeping to the basics so our new guests might
understand. Towards the end, they all stood up, smiled at me, and
left.
Ten minutes later, I ended the class and gathered
my belongings for my departure to the airport and my flight to Moscow.
As I walked out of the temple, I turned to a devotee. "I'm
only sorry that I didn't get to say goodbye to my friends,"
I said.
"No need to feel sorry," he said. "They're
all waiting for you on the road."
As we drove out onto the dirt road, sure enough,
there was a large group of Gypsies, flowers in hand, waiting to
say goodbye.
I asked the driver to slow down. As we passed them
they smiled, waved, threw flowers ... and sang Hare Krsna.
Only this time, I was the one who cried.
sarvavatara bhajatam jananam
tratum samarthah kila sadhu varta
bhaktan abhaktan api gaura candras
tatara krsnamrta nama danaih
"The news broadcast by the saints is that
avataras of the Lord are indeed capable of delivering Their devoted
followers who worship Them. However, Sri Gauracandra delivered both
devotees and non-devotees alike with His gifts of Sri Krsna's ambrosial
names."
[Srila Sarvabhauma Bhattacarya, Susloka-Satakam,
verse 44]
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